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  Table of Contents

  Title Page

  Praise for Andrea Downing

  Dances of the Heart

  Copyright

  The act of extreme heroism credited to the character Robbie in this book was actually carried out by Marines LCpl Jordan C. Haerter and Cpl Jonathan T. Yale, KIA 22 April, 2008, in Ramadi, Iraq.

  Acknowledgements

  Chapter One

  Chapter Two

  Chapter Three

  Chapter Four

  Chapter Five

  Chapter Six

  Chapter Seven

  Chapter Eight

  Chapter Nine

  Chapter Ten

  Chapter Eleven

  Chapter Twelve

  Chapter Thirteen

  Chapter Fourteen

  Chapter Fifteen

  Chapter Sixteen

  Chapter Seventeen

  Chapter Eighteen

  A word about the author...

  Thank you for purchasing this publication of The Wild Rose Press, Inc.

  “Just follow me,” he said as his right hand went to her back. A cover of a Vince Gill ballad started, the mournful tune setting a moderate tempo. “Perfect.” He held her right hand high and applied slight pressure to move her backwards. “Fast fast slow slow, fast fast slow slow.”

  Carrie felt a light bulb go on. She got it. It was good. It was fun. And she relaxed in his embrace. He was an excellent teacher, a fabulous leader on the dance floor. Would wonders never cease?

  “You’re doing well. You’re doing fine,” he assured her. “We’re gonna try a little promenade now, and then a twirl, so get ready.”

  Carrie couldn’t stop herself from smiling, anticipation bubbling for just a second. And then out of the corner of her eye she caught Ty watching them, beer half-raised in salute and a smirk plastered on his face. A moment’s hesitation and she missed the step.

  “What happened there?” asked Ray, oblivious to the effect the onlooker had on her.

  Other couples were finally joining them on the dance floor, but despite the company, Carrie’s discomfort increased. “That boy, that Ty,” she told him. “He was watching us. It made me feel…uneasy.”

  Ray scanned the sidelines, but Ty had gone, nowhere to be seen. “Oh, don’t pay him any mind. He’s harmless enough.”

  Praise for Andrea Downing

  “LOVELAND is a fantastical frontier epic! The author does such an incredible job of immersing the reader in the old west, that they can nearly feel the grit of the dust on their face. The characters come alive and the conflict calls for page-turning impatience. Downing also creates a strong female character that doesn’t make the mistake of overshadowing her man...Why I reckon this un’s a keeper!”

  ~Sandy Ponton, InD’Tale Magazine

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  “[LOVELAND is] serious, emotional, and historically fascinating. Author Andrea Downing spins a romantic tale of separation and reunion, of cultural differences and emotional discovery...Great storytelling! Even though the happy ending is a given, the journey was much more satisfying because of the snappy dialogue, the pivotal plotting, and the realistic progression of Alex and Jesse’s emotional connection. I’m happy to give this book Five Stars!”

  ~Lynda Coker, Between the Pages

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  “What a darling short story! Ms. Downing deftly spins an engaging story about love and justice...LAWLESS LOVE features a bold heroine tenaciously handling what life has dealt her family. This lovely romance also provides an earnest hero with a steady moral compass who quietly yearns for the seemingly out-of-reach goal of wife and family...Andrea Downing cleverly weaves a unique and fulfilling romance that will have readers seeking more of her talented work!”

  ~Anna Fitzgerald, InD’Tale Magazine

  Dances

  of the Heart

  by

  Andrea Downing

  This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents are either the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously, and any resemblance to actual persons living or dead, business establishments, events, or locales, is entirely coincidental.

  Dances of the Heart

  COPYRIGHT © 2014 by Andrea Downing

  All rights reserved. No part of this book may be used or reproduced in any manner whatsoever without written permission of the author or The Wild Rose Press, Inc. except in the case of brief quotations embodied in critical articles or reviews.

  Contact Information: [email protected]

  Cover Art by Tina Lynn Stout

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  Publishing History

  First Yellow Rose Edition, 2014

  Print ISBN 978-1-62830-634-7

  Digital ISBN 978-1-62830-635-4

  Published in the United States of America

  The act of extreme heroism credited to the character Robbie in this book was actually carried out by Marines LCpl Jordan C. Haerter and Cpl Jonathan T. Yale, KIA 22 April, 2008, in Ramadi, Iraq.

  Both men were posthumously awarded the second highest decoration from the United States government for valor in combat, the Navy Cross for Extraordinary Heroism.

  No other similarities between these men and the character exist.

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  It is to warriors like these that we owe our liberty.

  Acknowledgements

  Some time ago I put out a call on the Women Writing the West listserv and asked for a critique partner specifically from Texas. My idea was that only a Texan could properly check the language of my Texan characters, along with the veracity of scenes that take place in that state. Little did I know that this request would lead to a friendship I now treasure. And so, my deepest thanks to fellow author and tiny Texan, Karen Casey Fitzjerrell. I’m still tryin’ to keep it between the ditches, darlin’.

  Karen, in turn, put me in touch with Mark Moseley, Certified Professional in Rangeland Management, from Helotes, Texas. Mark was a huge help with various technical aspects of the manuscript, and then some non-technical aspects, too. My sincere thanks to him.

  Any mistakes, on any of these features, are mine alone and my responsibility.

  While the creation of a story and characters is the author’s trade, it never ceases to amaze me how the repositioning of a clause, the addition or deletion of a phrase or word—not to forget correct punctuation—greatly improves the story. For these enhancements I am greatly indebted to my editor, Stacy D. Holmes.

  And finally, where would I be without my best traveling partner—or perhaps I should say, ‘pardner’—my daughter, Cristal? Not only did she accompany me on a trip to Hill Country, Texas, but she did all the driving to Luckenbach, Bandera, and Fredericksburg. Sweetheart, you’re the Lone Star in my life.

  Chapter One

  The last of a heavy rain hit the windscreen as thunder crackled overhead. It was a good match for Carrie Bennett’s mood; the descending drops on the glass reminded her pointedly of the tears her daughter had shed over the past few months. Paige had driven in sullen silence from the airport, causing Carrie to wonder if this trip together would be the success for which she had longed.

  As an accident up ahead slowed traffic to a standstill right before their exit ramp, her daughter turned her head, glancing in the same direction as Carrie.

  A soldier stood on the local road, among the weeds and trash strewn on the verge, his bag at his feet. Oblivious to being observed, he lifted a bright red kerchief from a pocket, blew his nose and wiped the rain from his face. His clothes must have been sodden, yet he thrust out his thumb casually, as if averse to doing so, while passing
cars raced by him. The dirty water from the puddles splashed up as each car sped by, forcing the soldier into a kind of dance, stepping back and away and then coming forward once again. Carrie’s heart went out to him.

  The parting clouds let a reluctant afternoon sun leak color onto the far horizon as Texas spread its grandeur around them.

  As her daughter started the car down the exit ramp, Carrie tapped her fingers decisively on the dashboard. “Let’s pick him up.” Her voice hardly rose above the radio. “He must be going home.”

  “Are you kidding me?” Paige snarled back. “Just because he’s in army camouflage with a duffle bag doesn’t mean he’s really a soldier. They buy that stuff, you know, to look innocent.”

  “Paige, he’s a soldier. I cannot in all conscience leave him standing there getting soaked by every damn car that passes. Really. Stop.”

  “He probably has a gun on him and—”

  “I strongly doubt it. In any case, we’ll just have to take a chance.” Carrie drew in a sharp breath as if she’d just run into a wall. “He is a soldier. Poor thing is soaked to his skin. Stop.”

  The car came to a standstill on the shoulder of the road. As Carrie rolled down her window, the soldier picked up his bag and walked briskly to the car. He bent and stared inside, a blur of surprise fleeting across his features, his gaze registering Paige.

  “Where are you going?” Carrie took in the bright blue eyes, the small dimple in his square jaw. Even the lousy army haircut didn’t diminish the chiseled face. Oh, to be young again.

  “Luckenbach.” The Texas drawl was apparent in the single word.

  “Have you got a gun?” She gave him a smile to betray her humor.

  “Ma’am?”

  “Never mind. Throw your bag in the trunk and hop in.” She sensed him hesitate before going to leave his gear. “It’s all right,” she called. “We won’t steal your things.”

  The trunk popped open. She noted her daughter’s annoyed yet curious glance in the rearview mirror as the soldier sprang around the back, slung his bag in the trunk, and opened the rear passenger door. He tried to scrape some mud off his boots before ducking his large frame inside and hauling the door closed after him. Carrie swiveled around and gave him a smile.

  He lifted his wet shirt away from his body as his gaze skipped from one woman to the other. “Name’s Jake Ryder. I hope this isn’t gonna be out of your way.”

  “Not at all, Mr. Ryder.”

  “Jake.”

  “Jake.” A moment’s hesitation, then she said, “I’m Carrie Bennett and this is my daughter, Paige.”

  She eyed her daughter briefly, wondering if she would be pleasant to the new passenger, or as mocking and derisive as she had been to everyone over the past months. But Paige remained involved with watching traffic for her chance to pull out. Carrie faced Jake.

  “You got quite a bit of luggage back there. You here on vacation, ma’am?”

  His gaze slid again from one to the other, a crease of question in his brow. If he was pondering why two well-heeled women would pick up a hitchhiker, even a soldier, he didn’t voice it. His attention settled on Paige, but she didn’t speak.

  “Yes, vacation.” Carrie turned back to the front. Silence filled the car like damp air on a hot day. “Have you been…abroad?” she finally proffered.

  “Iraq.”

  The silence thickened.

  “Going home?” Paige asked brightly. Her voice startled Carrie and, no doubt, their passenger—a light coming on without warning as if an interrogation might begin. Her luminosity suddenly filled the car, but Carrie could hear the sarcasm behind it, the snide note, knew too well where Paige’s questions could lead.

  “Yeah.” He leaned forward slightly.

  Carrie snapped down the vanity mirror to refresh her lipstick as Jake scanned her daughter—the swanlike neck with wisps of dark hair misbehaving at the back, the smooth, unblemished skin. She would give anything to be that age again, to be that unscarred, so flawless and unscathed, the hair still its natural color, the body perfect and desirable.

  The soldier’s long legs bumped the back of Carrie’s seat. “Either of you got a phone I might borrow? To call my dad to pick me up?”

  She shuffled into the large handbag at her feet, came up with her cell phone and reached back to hand it to him. “Be my guest.”

  “Thanks.”

  The dialing beeps punctuated Kenny Chesney singing about the “Boys of Fall.” Paige reached out to turn the radio off, then apparently thought better of it and stopped. The song didn’t quite give the young man privacy, but his conversation was brief.

  “About twenty minutes,” was all he said before he handed the phone back with another thank you.

  “Are you on leave?” Paige asked.

  “No. I’m out. For good. Had a four year enlistment and it’s over.” Jake leaned back again, staring at the rear of Paige’s head.

  The conversation was going nowhere. After all, you couldn’t really ask a returning solider what it was like. What could he say? F-ing awful, an unmitigated disaster, the worst experience of my life? The answer certainly wouldn’t be, Great fun. Or, Gee, I really had a fabulous time.

  “I guess it’s good to be home,” Carrie said as if the thought had escaped her mouth.

  “I guess.” The scenery filed by, scattered trees dotting the undulating landscape, billboards loud with color and pronouncements. “So, where are you vacationing, if you don’t mind my asking? Hill Country?”

  “Yep.” Paige’s voice had a false note of gaiety in it. “That’s where we’re headed,” she expanded. Their eyes met for a brief rendezvous in the rearview mirror. “The Lone Star Dude Ranch. Ever hear of it?”

  The tone she was using irked Carrie, as it was no doubt meant to. “My daughter is not overly excited about my idea,” she explained. “It’s not really a vacation—I’m doing some research for a book.”

  “Research? At the Lone Star?”

  She twisted back to see the young man’s questioning gaze slide again from one to the other; for a brief moment, he looked as if he was watching a tennis match.

  “My mother is a writer. A romance writer. Isn’t that interesting?” Paige’s tone said otherwise.

  “Yeah.” There was a note of uncertainty in his reply. “Is that like—”

  Carrie didn’t let him finish. “It’s not sex, and it’s not a synonym for pornography. They’re love stories. And they’ve given you, young lady,” she went on, whipping around toward her daughter again, “the fancy education and all the luxuries you enjoy.” Discomfort for their passenger hit her—poor guy gets into a car with two women and they start arguing. “You didn’t have to come,” she added quietly to Paige.

  “I did have to come. You asked me to come. You know you don’t like traveling on your own. And I’m not complaining.”

  Carrie didn’t feel assured by her daughter’s small attempt at conciliation. “No. It was the way you said it. I know you don’t think much of my—”

  “I never said a thing. I simply—”

  “Go left,” Jake put in suddenly, stopping them. “You have to go left. It’s a better road, a short cut. Go left.”

  Paige pulled over and stopped the car. She reached around, looked the soldier full in the face for the first time, and grabbed the map from the back seat.

  “He’s right,” she said when she finished considering it. Setting the map down, she drove on, turning left where he’d indicated.

  Carrie could hear the sound of Jake rubbing his chin, his stubble grating, harsh like sandpaper. It used to annoy her, that sound, in theaters particularly when a man nearby would start. For some reason, she now found it rather pleasing.

  He was probably around the same age as Paige, twenty-six, and there was a slight nervousness about him, and an air of anticipation, which she found endearing. Then she wondered if it was the stony silence making him nervous so she said, “I guess your folks will be glad you’re home safe and sound.”<
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  “I guess,” was his only quiet reply as he continued to stare out the window, lost in his own thoughts. “Romance, huh?” he said at last. “That’s probably good escapism for some.”

  Though the soldier had aimed the remark at Carrie, it was her daughter who replied. “Yes! Happy endings all over the place. Always happy endings.”

  “Paige…” she appealed to her daughter.

  “Well, they are, aren’t they? Your books always have happy endings, Mother. Always. That’s the formula. A romance must have a happy ending: boy meets girl, boy overcomes obstacles for getting girl, boy marries girl. Boy never gives up, never ever has some dreaded disease like leukemia, never dies.”

  “Paige…”

  “There’s my dad’s pickup,” Jake broke in.

  The car came to a halt a bit before the man’s mud-splattered truck. Jake started to open the door, then brought it back a bit. “You want directions for the ranch?” he asked.

  “No. We’ll be fine,” Paige answered. “My trusty map.”

  “Okay. Don’t count on that GPS, though. Lone Star is down a ranch road and a GPS doesn’t work well with them.” He waited for a response, and Carrie nodded. “I’ll get my bag then,” he said. “And thanks.”

  “Our pleasure,” she responded, then added, “Good luck for the future.”

  The trunk release clicked as the soldier got out and went around the back to get his duffle. Carrie wondered what her daughter was thinking about him, about anything, as Paige spun back, grabbed the map off the seat, and studied it again.

  Jake walked without any hurry to the truck. She didn’t expect him to run into his father’s arms, but the hesitancy was not what she’d anticipated.

  Out the window was the faltering light of the late afternoon, Texas reaching toward the horizon like an infinite meadow, the ramshackle outpost that was Luckenbach. She faced her daughter, who grimaced and threw the map back on the rear seat.

  “Got it.” Paige pulled the shift back into drive and began to pull out.

  Carrie sighed and watched Jake reach his father. The two men hugged briefly. The father, Stetson tilted back, well-worn boots poking out of his dusty jeans, leaned casually back on his pickup to hear what his son was saying before turning his head toward their car as it passed. And for one split second, his gaze locked with Carrie’s, took her in and held her, before Paige drove on.